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i always wonder..
have i been a good boyfriend?
have i given her the best?
have i treat her the best?
what can i sacrifice for her?
what can i do for her?

today..
i made her sad again
i made her cry again
i disappoint her again
how useless could i be?
how can i let the person whom i love most cry because of me?
i always want her to be happy..
but i am always the one who make her sad
why do i always disappoint her?

i don't want to hurt her anymore
here i promise her n myself
that i won't make her cry anymore
i won't make her sad anymore because of me
who am i kidding anyway
i always say this
i've tried
i've tried so hard
but maybe its not enough
maybe i haven't been a good enough boyfriend

all i can say is i'll try harder
try harder to change for her

i'm sorry dear
for what i have done today
for what i have said that hurt you
for all the sacrifices you made that i didn't appreatiate
and thanks
for forgiving me
i love you..